It has been a season of being at home a lot, because Josiah is getting so big and unable to sit comfortably in his wheelchair.
I never realized how much immobility could cause loneliness and isolation with disability. I never realized the heartache of feeling like you can't get out.
And I realize once again the amazing wisdom and compassion of Scripture in which it states among other things to visit and care for the sick.
Loneliness is such an issue. And the love and knowledge of God comes through so clearly in his commands to reach out to those who are sick and lonely.
This is not in any ways a desire to make anyone feel bad, but a chance I have to say thank you and acknowledge those who have reached out in love and understanding to us. We have many people who have loved us, and loved us well, and we are so incredibly blessed. The love of Christ through the body of Christ is a beautiful thing.
So, it is just an encouragement. If you have a family member or friend who is struggling with disability or illness or sickness, your love and presence means so much to them. There are so many ways that people have loved us, countless meals, people have come to clean our house, and people who have listened to our struggles and heartache and still loved us and have prayed for us.
The sweetness of those who follow Gods commands to love, especially those who are disabled or isolated due to immobility is the cure for loneliness and disability.
Many people have not been blessed to have those things in their lives. There have been seasons that we have not had as much love and support. Sometimes you can look on Facebook and become slightly jealous at what people get to do all the time. Praying for you that you can keep going and do what you can to love others. I am praying for myself too in a season of slight loneliness. But I am grateful to have my sweet husband and children.
I'm sure this little post won't change the world. Jesus, His Word and the love of faithful Christians will do that, but it is a little contribution that I can make. Your actions matter friends. They mean a lot. Thank you to those who have loved and reached out. I pray someday I can do the same for others. <3 p="">
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Friday, September 2, 2016
Thursday, May 12, 2016
May 2016- Journal
I have kind of been offline lately. It has been a tough season, one where there has had to be a lot of time of thinking and praying and solitude, and searching Scripture, and begging God for help. It is good sometimes to just have time in our own personal desert. Jesus had his time, so I guess it is ok for me to withdraw for awhile. But I think lately I am realizing that some journaling is a good thing. Obviously some journaling is something that I want just between me and God, othertimes, it is good to share things with friends and family who care to follow along in our journey. And how grateful I am for those sweet people who come along with us on our journey. Another cerebral palsy parent had mentioned that it had been recommended to them by someone who worked with parents with children who were sick or disabled etc., that online journaling and blogging can be therapeutic. I think that that is where I am right now. I don't feel I have words of wisdom. I just have my journey and my story of our doing our best with the curveballs that have come our way.
So, somehow along the way, I felt like it would be a good thing to move. I think I was partly crazy, and I don't think I realized how much stress it would put on our lives. At first we were looking in Forest Falls because both Dave and I love the mountains and the cooler weather. But a friend reminded us that we would be further from everyone who supports us here and further from Daves school. As hard as it was to change our plans, we realized that practically living in the mountains might not be best right now. Perhaps later if the Lord opens the door, but than perhaps not. Anyways, so we will see if we find something here in the valley and desert. The Lord would have to do miracles. I don't want to say too much unless something works out, but that has been something we have been looking at and, I'm not going to lie has put a LOT of stress in our family. More than has been intended, and more than what was wise.
Anyways, we had a really good few months for Josiah where he was so, so, happy and sitting in his wheelchair comfortably. It was wonderful. I really felt like I could breathe and function again. From about late December to mid-April all was well. However, than last month Josiah start to get incomfortable and fussy again. It has taken much longer than I expected to talk with doctors and fix medications. I had a few challenges working with doctors who wanted to start medication that would help with seizures but increase irritability. That was really, really emotionally hard on me. There was one doctor who really upset me. Thankfully, when I got a second opinion, there was more peaceful solution, and I am really grateful for that. Josiah is on three pharmaceutical drugs so I have to have permission for a dose change from three different specialists. So it can get complicated. I am praying that all of this paperwork will work out and we will have a happy Josiah again who can sit in his wheelchair. Oh yes, the wheelchair. Josiah hasn't been going to physical therapy, but his wheelchair is serviced through pt. I had gotten a phone call from the head of the pt department saying they were going to cancel Josiahs therapy. I was ok with that because he was still recovering from surgery and I wasn't sure when therapy could be resumed. However, they canceled his wheelchair service as well. I didn't realize that they would do that. So, I have more paperwork.
All of this on top of caring for my other kids, caring for them home, caregiving Josiah at night and not getting enough sleep and homeschooling.
It is a very tiring, emotionally draining, long season. There are times where it is overwhelming. I wonder if I should change something, but I start thinking about putting the kids in school and I have no peace, or I think about putting Josiah in school and I have no peace. So I go back to where we came from. Of course the one thing that would help me more than anything would be housekeeping help and a chef, but for some reason that just isn't in our budget. :)
I'm just plugging away over here. I am learning to put one step in from the other. I am praying I can just do my best and work really hard and love well, and still have enough time to nourish my soul and my faith, because that provides so much strength. Without the Lord, I don't know I would do it. And I am also praying that I can listen to my bodies needs during this marathon and care for it so that I can keep going and take care of the responsiblities given to me.
I don't really have any fancy closing other than, what sounds amazing right now is a cup of coffee and putting my feet up with some time in the Word. I only have two kids at home right now, and they are both happy, so this is a beautiful moment.
Blessings. <3 p="">
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So, somehow along the way, I felt like it would be a good thing to move. I think I was partly crazy, and I don't think I realized how much stress it would put on our lives. At first we were looking in Forest Falls because both Dave and I love the mountains and the cooler weather. But a friend reminded us that we would be further from everyone who supports us here and further from Daves school. As hard as it was to change our plans, we realized that practically living in the mountains might not be best right now. Perhaps later if the Lord opens the door, but than perhaps not. Anyways, so we will see if we find something here in the valley and desert. The Lord would have to do miracles. I don't want to say too much unless something works out, but that has been something we have been looking at and, I'm not going to lie has put a LOT of stress in our family. More than has been intended, and more than what was wise.
Anyways, we had a really good few months for Josiah where he was so, so, happy and sitting in his wheelchair comfortably. It was wonderful. I really felt like I could breathe and function again. From about late December to mid-April all was well. However, than last month Josiah start to get incomfortable and fussy again. It has taken much longer than I expected to talk with doctors and fix medications. I had a few challenges working with doctors who wanted to start medication that would help with seizures but increase irritability. That was really, really emotionally hard on me. There was one doctor who really upset me. Thankfully, when I got a second opinion, there was more peaceful solution, and I am really grateful for that. Josiah is on three pharmaceutical drugs so I have to have permission for a dose change from three different specialists. So it can get complicated. I am praying that all of this paperwork will work out and we will have a happy Josiah again who can sit in his wheelchair. Oh yes, the wheelchair. Josiah hasn't been going to physical therapy, but his wheelchair is serviced through pt. I had gotten a phone call from the head of the pt department saying they were going to cancel Josiahs therapy. I was ok with that because he was still recovering from surgery and I wasn't sure when therapy could be resumed. However, they canceled his wheelchair service as well. I didn't realize that they would do that. So, I have more paperwork.
All of this on top of caring for my other kids, caring for them home, caregiving Josiah at night and not getting enough sleep and homeschooling.
It is a very tiring, emotionally draining, long season. There are times where it is overwhelming. I wonder if I should change something, but I start thinking about putting the kids in school and I have no peace, or I think about putting Josiah in school and I have no peace. So I go back to where we came from. Of course the one thing that would help me more than anything would be housekeeping help and a chef, but for some reason that just isn't in our budget. :)
I'm just plugging away over here. I am learning to put one step in from the other. I am praying I can just do my best and work really hard and love well, and still have enough time to nourish my soul and my faith, because that provides so much strength. Without the Lord, I don't know I would do it. And I am also praying that I can listen to my bodies needs during this marathon and care for it so that I can keep going and take care of the responsiblities given to me.
I don't really have any fancy closing other than, what sounds amazing right now is a cup of coffee and putting my feet up with some time in the Word. I only have two kids at home right now, and they are both happy, so this is a beautiful moment.
Blessings. <3 p="">
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Saturday, March 26, 2016
Lent and Easter season
It is the night before Easter..... a truly special night in our Christian faith and tradition.
I missed really celebrating Good Friday with other Christians, our church didn't have a service, but I have been thinking about and pondering it for awhile.
It is a beautiful, holy season indeed. It is amazing that our faith is built upon the death of Jesus, that betrayal, being forsaken, wounded, hurt, etc., is what He went through. He is so familiar with the sorrows that we people go through on this earth. What a beautiful Savior who loves and cares for us and understands us so well.
This year for Lent I tried to give up Facebook. I say tried because I didn't do it completely, but at least I tried. I realized I was becoming obsessed, and I was becoming angry, especially over the new little political updates on the right hand side. I realized I had a Facebook addiction as well. It was affecting my family, my marriage, and my housework. It also became a place that I did not feel was safe. Little tidbits of information seemed to caused fighting and dissension rather than deep understanding. There are a lot of good things about Facebook, but it was becoming an unhealthy place for me at that time.
I still have a ways to go, but it has been so freeing to step back from it a bit. I feel I want to continue to step back for awhile. The other day as I was driving I felt the Lord told me to say, "Lord, my Facebook page is Yours." The may sound silly to some, but submitting everything to Jesus is what I know we are supposed to do. I still don't know what that will look like, but I want it to be His. I want no Facebook addiction. I want to walk in wisdom in social media. It is a dangerous tricky medium. It has also brought a lot of blessing. It has so many pros and cons.
But I am so grateful I did a Facebook fast over Lent. I felt I could think more clearly, and there was a lot of freedom for me. I will still use Facebook, it is a powerful communication tool. but I pray it will be with more wisdom and even less. The Bible says that with fewer words comes wisdom.
Anyways, tomorrow I am helping out with worship at Easter service. I am looking forward to it. I am looking forward to worshipping.
God is good. God is faithful. I am grateful for Easter season. I am so grateful Jesus has risen and sits in heaven at the right hand of the Father interceding for me. I am grateful that my salvation is not dependent on me. How incredibly loving and gracious Jesus has been to me, a sinner, so weak, so who I should not be. And yet He loves me anyways and laid down His life for me. I love You Jesus, and I am so grateful.
I missed really celebrating Good Friday with other Christians, our church didn't have a service, but I have been thinking about and pondering it for awhile.
It is a beautiful, holy season indeed. It is amazing that our faith is built upon the death of Jesus, that betrayal, being forsaken, wounded, hurt, etc., is what He went through. He is so familiar with the sorrows that we people go through on this earth. What a beautiful Savior who loves and cares for us and understands us so well.
This year for Lent I tried to give up Facebook. I say tried because I didn't do it completely, but at least I tried. I realized I was becoming obsessed, and I was becoming angry, especially over the new little political updates on the right hand side. I realized I had a Facebook addiction as well. It was affecting my family, my marriage, and my housework. It also became a place that I did not feel was safe. Little tidbits of information seemed to caused fighting and dissension rather than deep understanding. There are a lot of good things about Facebook, but it was becoming an unhealthy place for me at that time.
I still have a ways to go, but it has been so freeing to step back from it a bit. I feel I want to continue to step back for awhile. The other day as I was driving I felt the Lord told me to say, "Lord, my Facebook page is Yours." The may sound silly to some, but submitting everything to Jesus is what I know we are supposed to do. I still don't know what that will look like, but I want it to be His. I want no Facebook addiction. I want to walk in wisdom in social media. It is a dangerous tricky medium. It has also brought a lot of blessing. It has so many pros and cons.
But I am so grateful I did a Facebook fast over Lent. I felt I could think more clearly, and there was a lot of freedom for me. I will still use Facebook, it is a powerful communication tool. but I pray it will be with more wisdom and even less. The Bible says that with fewer words comes wisdom.
Anyways, tomorrow I am helping out with worship at Easter service. I am looking forward to it. I am looking forward to worshipping.
God is good. God is faithful. I am grateful for Easter season. I am so grateful Jesus has risen and sits in heaven at the right hand of the Father interceding for me. I am grateful that my salvation is not dependent on me. How incredibly loving and gracious Jesus has been to me, a sinner, so weak, so who I should not be. And yet He loves me anyways and laid down His life for me. I love You Jesus, and I am so grateful.
Wednesday, March 16, 2016
When you have passed through the shadow.....
It was a nice night for me. I had a bit of a long drive to my seminary wives meeting (I live an hour to an hour and a half away). I had forgotten that a couple who had a special needs child would be on the speakers panel.
The other speakers spoke freely and easily, talking about date nights, walks, time to listen the members in the family, taking vacations to nourish their soul.
The special needs couple spoke rawly of barely getting enough sleep at night, 2-3 hours of uninterrupted sleep was a luxury. 3 am came around with needs for children 5 nights in a row. The stress showed through, the inability to speak easily and in a relaxed manner as the exhaustion and sorrow affected the emotional, mental and physical wellbeing of the couple.
How my heart ached for them. I saw so much of myself in them. I was in the same boat just less than a year ago. After 3 years of a constantly fussy child, numerous hospital trips and stays, the stress of a marriage trying to bear the weight of a special needs child.
I saw the breaking..... God has chosen to break me. And yet now, in His grace, He was rebuilding me. This dear couple was still in the middle of the breaking.
There is something about having walked through the valley of the shadow. How do you explain it to someone who has never been there. You just can't. You just pray that somehow the Lord will bring You through to the other side. He has (mostly) don't this for me. Now I pray for others.
Brokenness is not my favorite subject. I really have no desire to live there. And yet God has brought me through it many times. And God speaks much and often of brokenness. Pray for those who are being broken. Pray that God will bring them through it. It is a hurting world. Only God can truly redeem those broken times.
Must go to bed. Little one woke up crying, and my own special needs guy will probably be up at 3 as well.
God is good my friends. He is the hope for the broken world. I want to spend more time meditating on these. May they comfort our hearts. His Word brings such hope and healing.
The other speakers spoke freely and easily, talking about date nights, walks, time to listen the members in the family, taking vacations to nourish their soul.
The special needs couple spoke rawly of barely getting enough sleep at night, 2-3 hours of uninterrupted sleep was a luxury. 3 am came around with needs for children 5 nights in a row. The stress showed through, the inability to speak easily and in a relaxed manner as the exhaustion and sorrow affected the emotional, mental and physical wellbeing of the couple.
How my heart ached for them. I saw so much of myself in them. I was in the same boat just less than a year ago. After 3 years of a constantly fussy child, numerous hospital trips and stays, the stress of a marriage trying to bear the weight of a special needs child.
I saw the breaking..... God has chosen to break me. And yet now, in His grace, He was rebuilding me. This dear couple was still in the middle of the breaking.
There is something about having walked through the valley of the shadow. How do you explain it to someone who has never been there. You just can't. You just pray that somehow the Lord will bring You through to the other side. He has (mostly) don't this for me. Now I pray for others.
Brokenness is not my favorite subject. I really have no desire to live there. And yet God has brought me through it many times. And God speaks much and often of brokenness. Pray for those who are being broken. Pray that God will bring them through it. It is a hurting world. Only God can truly redeem those broken times.
Must go to bed. Little one woke up crying, and my own special needs guy will probably be up at 3 as well.
God is good my friends. He is the hope for the broken world. I want to spend more time meditating on these. May they comfort our hearts. His Word brings such hope and healing.
Tuesday, March 15, 2016
Psalm 103
Psalm 103New Living Translation (NLT)
Psalm 103
A psalm of David.
1 Let all that I am praise the Lord;
with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name.
2 Let all that I am praise the Lord;
may I never forget the good things he does for me.
3 He forgives all my sins
and heals all my diseases.
4 He redeems me from death
and crowns me with love and tender mercies.
5 He fills my life with good things.
My youth is renewed like the eagle’s!
with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name.
2 Let all that I am praise the Lord;
may I never forget the good things he does for me.
3 He forgives all my sins
and heals all my diseases.
4 He redeems me from death
and crowns me with love and tender mercies.
5 He fills my life with good things.
My youth is renewed like the eagle’s!
6 The Lord gives righteousness
and justice to all who are treated unfairly.
and justice to all who are treated unfairly.
7 He revealed his character to Moses
and his deeds to the people of Israel.
8 The Lord is compassionate and merciful,
slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love.
9 He will not constantly accuse us,
nor remain angry forever.
10 He does not punish us for all our sins;
he does not deal harshly with us, as we deserve.
11 For his unfailing love toward those who fear him
is as great as the height of the heavens above the earth.
12 He has removed our sins as far from us
as the east is from the west.
13 The Lord is like a father to his children,
tender and compassionate to those who fear him.
14 For he knows how weak we are;
he remembers we are only dust.
15 Our days on earth are like grass;
like wildflowers, we bloom and die.
16 The wind blows, and we are gone—
as though we had never been here.
17 But the love of the Lord remains forever
with those who fear him.
His salvation extends to the children’s children
18 of those who are faithful to his covenant,
of those who obey his commandments!
and his deeds to the people of Israel.
8 The Lord is compassionate and merciful,
slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love.
9 He will not constantly accuse us,
nor remain angry forever.
10 He does not punish us for all our sins;
he does not deal harshly with us, as we deserve.
11 For his unfailing love toward those who fear him
is as great as the height of the heavens above the earth.
12 He has removed our sins as far from us
as the east is from the west.
13 The Lord is like a father to his children,
tender and compassionate to those who fear him.
14 For he knows how weak we are;
he remembers we are only dust.
15 Our days on earth are like grass;
like wildflowers, we bloom and die.
16 The wind blows, and we are gone—
as though we had never been here.
17 But the love of the Lord remains forever
with those who fear him.
His salvation extends to the children’s children
18 of those who are faithful to his covenant,
of those who obey his commandments!
19 The Lord has made the heavens his throne;
from there he rules over everything.
from there he rules over everything.
20 Praise the Lord, you angels,
you mighty ones who carry out his plans,
listening for each of his commands.
21 Yes, praise the Lord, you armies of angels
who serve him and do his will!
22 Praise the Lord, everything he has created,
everything in all his kingdom.
you mighty ones who carry out his plans,
listening for each of his commands.
21 Yes, praise the Lord, you armies of angels
who serve him and do his will!
22 Praise the Lord, everything he has created,
everything in all his kingdom.
Let all that I am praise the Lord.
Sunday, August 16, 2015
Sunday Afternoon Tea (and Coffee)
As I thought through what has ministered to my heart this week, it just seems like there are so many fragmented things that it is hard to put it into one cohesive posts. But I guess that is the beauty of how the Lord speaks to us, a little here, a little there.
I will probalby not be as organized as my friend, since I have a special needs child and a 1 year old, and of course a 9 and 7 year old as well, although they are pretty helpful overall, even though they do need mothering.
But I will say that the thing that has touched my heart the most recetly has been the topic of obedience. And this is not because I am an incredibly obedient person right now, but probably because I need to reign my heart back in from it's careless, strong willed ways.
I have been told I am a strong, determined woman, and I have been told I am sweet and soft. I don't really know which I am, but I find it amusing. I know the Lord has given me strength I didn't think I had through this special needs journey. But I think it has also made me stronger, being a special needs mom. And it has made me more dependent on Christ.
But sometimes, in my need to "fight" as a special needs mom (a sad, but true statement, as we fight for our childrens needs to be met), I forget that I need to surrender, especially to the Lords claims in my life.
You see long ago, I told the Lord that my life was no longer my own, that it was His to direct as He wanted. And I really did mean it, in as much as I could understand at that time. And the Lord has graciously and lovingly given me challenges to overcome which have made me strong. Yet in my strength, I must remember that I must have any strength submitted to the Lordship of Christ in my life.
To be completely honest, my challenges in obedience now are in obeying the Lord in being gentle and loving and patient. These are my desires, but sometimes the stresses of life cause frustration and irritability to be present. Trusting the Lord and not being anxious is also something that I have to work on with obedience.
Sometimes my lack of obedience or even my inability to obey and be who the Lord wants me to be, causes me great sorrow. For example, when my lack of gentleness and understanding hurts a person, especially someone who I want to point to Christ, this makes me sad. And sometimes in my "battling the challenges of life" I can lack sensitivity and understanding and hurt people, and this hurts my heart.
Some of my friends feel that I am being legalistic and focusing on obedience and I can understand that. But I feel that there is a Scriptural balance. And maybe those friends of mine are better at obeying. I am pretty sure that they are. I tend to struggle with straying and being strong minded and strong willed and so this needs to be something that I keep before me.
I guess I should have mentioned this earlier, but what caused me to think about obedience. It was when I was in John chapter 14. I really wanted to meditate on John 14-17 for awhile, and it has been good for me to think on. What got me started thinking about this was this passage.
John 14
15 “If you love me, you will keep my commandments. 16 And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Helper,[f] to be with you forever, 17 even the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him. You know him, for he dwells with you and will be[g] in you.
18 “I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. 19 Yet a little while and the world will see me no more, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. 20 In that day you will know that I am in my Father, and you in me, and I in you. 21 Whoever has my commandments and keeps them, he it is who loves me. And he who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and manifest myself to him.”Anyways, I have been trying to really think about how I can be obedient. And realize and confess when I haven't been obedient. I realize that this is a life long process. Sally Clarkson over at Itakejoy.com talks about "The Long Obedience", or how obedience is a lifelong choice of choosing to follow down God's paths rather than ours. And while we may make mistakes along the way that as long as we are choosing to point ourselves in God's direction we are "walking in obedience". Her thoughts on the subject are very comforting.
I do realize that perhaps one way I can humbly say I've tried to walk in obedience is through keeping and loving my special needs son. But with God's commands, there come blessings, even if they are sometimes laced with hardship. Having a special needs child has been one of the things that I see the Lord using in my life the most. It hasn't been easy, but it has been good. And going through the hard times has grown me more than just about anything.
To make this more personal and to ask all of you your opinions, how do we walk in obedience in this day and age when obedience is not cherished or prized, sometimes even among Christians. How do we walk in love and gentleness while still dealing with truth and justice? What do we do if our speaking of truth or calling sin sin gets us labeled? Also what do we do when we hurt or offend others without meaning to? These are all hard questions I am thinking of.
But one thing I do know. The one who I want to live for is God. And I want His approval to be what matters most. I pray that I can obey, not because my salvation depends on it, but because God says it is a way to show my love for Him. And I want to love Him dearly. I'd love to hear any thoughts.
Blessings, Charissa
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
What the world needs....
I've been struggling with myself lately and this world. Struggling with feeling frustrated and overwhelmed by some of the sorrows, getting too caught up in the news, things I can't change. Struggling with my own weakness and imperfections. Struggling with the darkness of the world.
And I realize...., what the world needs, like it always has, is Jesus.
My husband read me an amazing story. The early church was being persecuted but it persisted and it started to explode. It was burgeoning at the seams, the Roman empire couldn't keep it in check despite the persecution it faced. People were coming to faith everywhere. Finally, under Constantine it became a "Christian" empire. And then, for some reason the church decided that individuals needed to stop sharing their faith. Maybe they weren't doing it right, maybe they didn't know enough, they hadn't been formally trained etc. And so sharing of the faith was given to the leaders of the church.
Passion died, the church struggled even though there was little to no persecution. Growth and explosion stopped.
My friends, I am speaking from my heart. This world is dark. We are all weak. I am so, so weak. But the hope we have for this world and ultimately the next is Jesus.
I'm grateful for this. It is out of my hands. I cannot change things. But when Jesus truly enters a persons heart, He can change them.
I need Jesus to change my heart. And I need to realize that He is the hope of every single individual on this earth.
Come quickly Lord Jesus, change our hearts, change this hurting world. We are grateful that one day by Your grace and mercy alone we will see Your actual face when we leave this sorrowful earthly body and home.
I need Jesus deep in my soul. I need Him to change everything. And I need to share Him and His hope to a lost, hurting world. My friend, I pray you will too.<3 nbsp="">3>
And I realize...., what the world needs, like it always has, is Jesus.
My husband read me an amazing story. The early church was being persecuted but it persisted and it started to explode. It was burgeoning at the seams, the Roman empire couldn't keep it in check despite the persecution it faced. People were coming to faith everywhere. Finally, under Constantine it became a "Christian" empire. And then, for some reason the church decided that individuals needed to stop sharing their faith. Maybe they weren't doing it right, maybe they didn't know enough, they hadn't been formally trained etc. And so sharing of the faith was given to the leaders of the church.
Passion died, the church struggled even though there was little to no persecution. Growth and explosion stopped.
My friends, I am speaking from my heart. This world is dark. We are all weak. I am so, so weak. But the hope we have for this world and ultimately the next is Jesus.
I'm grateful for this. It is out of my hands. I cannot change things. But when Jesus truly enters a persons heart, He can change them.
I need Jesus to change my heart. And I need to realize that He is the hope of every single individual on this earth.
Come quickly Lord Jesus, change our hearts, change this hurting world. We are grateful that one day by Your grace and mercy alone we will see Your actual face when we leave this sorrowful earthly body and home.
I need Jesus deep in my soul. I need Him to change everything. And I need to share Him and His hope to a lost, hurting world. My friend, I pray you will too.<3 nbsp="">3>
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